"This video was made by a fan, for the fans. Hi! I’m Beatriz Santamaria Pinha, the director of That’s On Me, and the one who was chosen to proudly represent Brazil.  
 
When I first listened to this song, it hurt (almost as badly as stepping on a Lego). Every lyric reminded me: I don’t know what I’m doing with my life! I had just quit my college math major. I didn’t graduate. I definitely didn’t have a plan!  
 
So when I was creating this video, I knew my character had to be feeling the same way. His life has changed course, and he’s trying to find who he is now. Tie-dye, flower arrangements, baking, and… you’ll have to watch the video to find out.  
 
And while I had focused on crafting a meaningful narrative, I knew there was still one thing missing: the easter eggs! You might have noticed a few of them: like the infomercials taken straight from the promotion for Out of Variations, or the Lego house, which was featured in… you guessed it, Lego House! Even the actor, Skip, is sort of an easter egg: he was previously featured in Overpass Graffiti." - Beatriz Santamaria Pinha  
 
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Director: Beatriz Santamaria Pinha  
Producer: Bia Bauzys  
Producer: Karen Sanovicz  
Starring as Alger: Skip Howland  
Assistant Director: Reece Ragusa  
Director of Photography: Nicolle Batista  
1st AC: Kathlyn Almeida  
Gaffer: Declan Berkeley  
Grip: Xian Zhao  
Grip: A. Shoaib Khan  
Production Designer: Daniela Taouil  
Art Assistant: Melanie Englmaier  
Practical Effects Supervisor: Liam Blackburn  
Costume Designer: Mara Knight  
Editor: Spencer Smith  
Color: Ryan Berger  
 
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That's On Me Lyrics:  
 
Is this just getting older?  
I can’t get away from this rain  
I’m starting to think that’s it’s me  
I wanna just create things  
But the longer it takes I feel drained  
Can’t remember a day I’ve been sober  
Not in a place to take blame  
Any more weight I might break  
Tell me do you feel the same  
Guess we all go the same way  
I’m in a bit of a mess here  
Count to 10 and hope to disappear  
I never did my homework  
Could I have been more than this  
Finding a way exist  
Within a world with no risk  
Forcing a shoe that won’t fit  
I spend most the day stoned and  
Making excuses for it  
Saying it helped to write this  
But on the real, I’m tight lipped  
Shooting a shot that I’ll miss  
And it’s so far from near  
Why the hell am I still here?  
 
This is not the end of our lives  
This is just a bump in the ride  
I know that it will be alright  
If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?  
I can’t help myself but cry  
Every time that I realise  
Maybe I’ll never find my smile  
Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me  
 
Now that the weather is colder  
Nothing is masking this pain  
The summer was here but won’t stay  
We are inside like all day  
Regretting the things that we say  
And it takes a toll yeah  
The conversation won’t end  
Being a rock for your friends  
Cracks on the surface don’t mend  
We only break we don’t bend  
And you’d think it was so clear  
But I can’t see nothing but the fear  
I’m feeling so bloated  
Thinking a salad won’t do  
Might as well open up two  
Locking myself in my room  
Hoping that this all ends soon  
And no one will notice  
What I will put myself through  
Coz they will hate themselves too  
Isn’t it mad what we do  
Pretending to win but just lose  
And it’s so far from near  
Why the hell am I still here?  
 
This is not the end of our lives  
This is just a bump in the ride  
I know that it will be alright  
If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?  
I can’t help myself but cry  
Every time that I realise  
Maybe I’ll never find my smile  
Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me  
 
Too many things on my mind  
To process moments of life  
There’s some days I lose my drive  
Then some can’t control the fire  
I’m aware that things take time  
But I’m not a patient guy  
Maybe if I wait I’ll find  
Resemblance of peace of mind  
 
But this is just getting older  
Running away from our past  
Knowing the calm it won’t last  
Being a mouse in this grass  
Feeling the snakes behind us  
I’m searching for closure  
But nothing is healing these scars  
When I open up they just laugh  
Saying if they had just half  
Then nothing would ever be dark  
Is it new me, new year?  
Or just the same old blue sphere  
 
This is not the end of our lives  
This is just a bump in the ride  
I know that it will be alright  
If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?  
I can’t help myself but cry  
Every time that I realise  
Maybe I’ll never find my smile  
Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me